Todays stry

Lets Define The word SPECTACULAR!!!
hahahah
Today was interesting i guess,we went to jrg fishery port,blah2
Lazy to write,Teacher busted sial!!!Kimak XD
Other then that,Ntg else Much happened,
Hoohohohoho,Still Damn Tired -.-
now my body has 3 slashes,wheich u can see if i wasnt wearing my shirt ;D
don ask me why,read the story below me to noe =]


Ystrdy stry
school was Damn boring,-.-
It was a record breaker for me,I slept like for the whole day[Include recess]
hahahahah,Imagine that,and i was like bringing my bag ard as my mp3 was inside
woots
during geography class i hid my head in my school bag and listen to my mp3 till i fell asleep ;D
idioticly Khairy took a pic O.o
And well at the hall,Mr SO,CUT MY HAIR!!!!!MY HAIR!!!!NBCB
Straight cut sial,My Fringe still have, bt its damn straight -.-
haiyoyooyoyoyoyoyoy
etc2
Since bby say i no need meet her
i went to the gym =]
hohohohoho,then me dosh and riyanto went to this staircase
and2,gt this guy playing with this girl ;D
I cabot urh,hahahahaha,geli sial,buat la kat umah,asl buat kat staircase?? O.o....hahahahha
then after they were done,go gym,carry weight blah2
after that,it was oredi 7pm
sooo,went to dosh house and eat =]
dosh was upset as sum1 accuse him of sumting =[,tsk3
nvm,=]
after eating and pujuk-ing dosh
i went home and it was oredi 10pm
when i reach home daddy hit me wif a belt [metal part there]
i swear it was painful!!! then he hit me in the face -.-
this was wad he say
Since he don want me to call him daddy animore,ill put his name as faisal
Faisal:Where the fuck have u gone to??!!?
Khairil:Gym La,abe??
Faisal:U dont lie to me!!U go out wif that bloddy firdaus again right??
Khairil:Yelar,bt go gym wad
*Then Faisal Punched me in the face*
Faisal:Ur bill 500 Buck u Bastard!!!!
Khairil:u nvr pay for 3 months wad??,of coz melambung
Faisal:U watch Porno Right???U go internet wif ur Hp And Watch Porno!!!!
Khairil:i swear i dindt
Faisal:Fuck you!!,Don fucking lie to me,Don call me ur daddy animore!!!U useless la
Go Lepak wif ur frens sumore argh,Useless,Tk gune nyer pukimak,i don want u to be my son,Get lost!!!!

My FAther Garang kan??XD
hahahaha
My Body now gt marks due to the beating last night
Then Mummy talked to me and said that
'Khairil,U always Enjoy urself,when will u ever learn??we want u to study hard,so that when we are old u can jage us,always happy,Y cant u change??
When i heard the word 'happy'
I started crying,laugh at all u want A-hole,so wad if i cried??Nt wrong right??
haiz!!,Happines??
I swear i will never be happy!!=[
I feel That My Parents are using me so that when they are old i could jage them
They never ever made me feel loved =[
when i was sick,they don send me to doctor,coz of the bills
When i ask them to spend family time,they either ignore me or say that they're bz
when i gt in the hospital bcoz of lung problems
they onli visited for abt an hour
wtf man
hahahha,Having nervous breakdown here!!!!
damn it
sedih la aku
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Duno lar,my life doesnt seem to be right man
When im with my frens,at least they give me a sense of happines
When im with yana bby,at least she made me feel loved
haiz
Now,daddy say that im not his son -.-
he doesnt want me to be his son
Goddamn it!!!!
hmmmms,i cried till like 11pm?? o.O
then i went to the kitchen and took my knife O.O
and went to my parents room[parents sleeping]
then i was like,WTF???khairil are u gonna kill ur parents???
Then i quickly gt out of the room and went to the 21st level in my block
i always told myself,fight for ur rights,bt that doesnt seem to be working
haizz
cant believe that i almost kill my parents
Mummy asked me to change,bt i cant!!!!Im who i am,u cant change me!??!?!?!?!
=[
duno why,bt the beautiful scenery of Toh guan from up there was beautiful
at least it calms me down,the song sound of my dreams also made me feel more calmer =]
i want to run,run to the places where i can be free!! XD
I was like sial!!!=]
Me being a murderer?? o.O
hahahahah,stayed up there till 12am,then went back home and sleep
back to square 1 again -.-
the sense of emptiness in me -.-
dammnit!!!!!
Wah Kanina!!!!
Haiyo,Now my Body has 3 slashes which are fucking obvius o.0
hopefully,time would heal my wounds,i juz need to wait

Mainword:My heart Hurts sial!!!Everytime my heart skipped a beat or something,sial

"Listen To My Story,"