I Don Understand About My Life Animore.............
This Argue Will never end....
My Heart Will Never Heal...
My Stone Heart Is Crumbling...
WhatEver Happens...Daddy And Mummy...
ILY....
I Just Cant express It...
Uve Made Me Into the monster Ive become..
U raised me..
I thank u Fer That..
But The Way How u Raise Me went Sumawat Wrong...
Sorry Daddy And Mummy..
I Love you...Yet I Detest You...
Ive Change...Well...Idk Why or How It Happened...
But....Its Oredi Too Late..
Wad after U said to Me Tonight Realy Cracked My Heart..
I hate Seeing Other Families Going Out together..Laughing together..sharing jokes..Hugging each other and all....
Coz I Noe That I will never Get That Type Of Love again...
We Dont Have Common grounds like we did animore...
yknoww..I CRIED EVRY NIGHT.....Just Thinking...
Will i Understand Wads Love?? Family Affection?? Sense Of Belonging??
Realy....
Thats Why...I Oni have My Friends To Rely On Currently...
U May Call Me setan....Call me A Rebel...Whatever...I wont mind...
Coz I Dont Care........
Yea...
I Guess I Am A Realy Bad Son...
Hmmmms....
Im Lacking Of Family Love U see..
But Nasi Sudah menjadi bubur ehk??
Wad U Said Tonight
SUMPAH...
Struck My Heart Like Lighning...
Why Cant U Just Ask Wads Wrong??
Or ask if aniting is alright...
U Just Get Straight To The Point And Assump something
I Cant Hold My Tears Dear Parents...
I Noe....I Cant express my feelings that much..But Seriously..
Wad U Said Realy Hurts Me.....U Said U tried Ur Best To MAke Me Happy..
Hahs..In terms Of wad??? Money??
Money cant Solve Evriting Mummy...
YEs...Money Can Buy U cars...Houses..
All i Need IS Just Some LOVE...
I Don CARE IF WE LIVE In The ROADS... Streets Or in a shitty house..
As Long I Gt Sum1 To Love..And Sum1 To Love me back Is all i need...
But What I ask Is Just Too Much For You all right??
Even If U Give Me Love Right Now....
its Too late...Accept me for who i am..
Time Is Not On My Side..I Oni Left few more years To Enjoy This Shitty Childhood Of mine...
try To Control me and Ill Get More rebelious..
What I Wrote In This Blog...Is Whats On My Mind...
I Express What I have To Say Here...
Haiz....
Anybody willing To Help My Problem??
Frens??
Baby??
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz..
Seriously
I GIVEN UP ON MYSELF.................
Sorry Khairil
Im Just Sorry =[

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